Friday, July 24, 2009

So. Ever wonder why the eff you didn't see the potential hotness in someone?

I recently got in touch with an old friend via facebook. We hung out a few times in HS. He was a big geek and we really never had a one-on-one conversation. He kept to himself for the most part except for a few close friends. Totally not my scene in high school. I was into the fast cars and the jocks. Didn't really notice that he was tall. I just saw him as the pale kid that was quiet.

Now I see pictures of him. And his adventures. Goofing off. Being a STUD. Like... HOT. Like... I can see him as my husband and us getting along really well if we ever had a chance to live in the same city. Geez. I really want to get to know him as who he is now. Not just because he's hot now. (although, that is the biggie!) But because everything that he sends can be a little lame sometimes, but I can see why he posts them. Make sense? Like how I post blabber here and on mainpage. Just BECAUSE. As an archive. As my witness to what I'm doing in my life.

I dunno. I think he's worth that little extra effort. Dude. Why didn't I notice him before in high school? GEEEEEZ mar.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

I miss him. I think I just miss how we looked together. We were a good lookin couple. Like... LIPS. =) Too bad our personalities clashed so bad. I still think we would superclash if we ever picked up again.

We're just not good together. We just looked daaaamn good together =)

Oh mark. What the hell happened?

So where did that come from? I was looking through old photo albums. The one in particular had the photos of our brief romance. (then again... it lasted just as long as Nick and I, huh?) And I just kept going. Like it was going to change. I watched us in HS shamelessly flirting. Watched as our romance developed in Disneyland. And then the deteriation of it. UGH. I dunno. He was a stepping stone for Brian, I suppose.

I dunno. I think I just want a boyfriend at this point. I don't really know if I would have very much time for him, but you know what... we'll figure it out. Always do, right?

Still hung up on Nick. Trying not to be. I just want him to tell me to my face that there will never be a friendship.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Erik
WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
7:19pm
Mar
yoooo
7:19pm
Erik

i caught up to you!?

haha
7:19pmMar

on trivia??!?!?
7:20pmErik

on HIMYM
7:20pmMar

hahahah yeah i guess soooo
7:21pmErik

how could that beee

hahah

im gonna find out before you!
7:21pmMar

nooope
7:21pmErik

whaaa

you already know?
7:21pmMar

cuz i watched the last two eps of s4 and you don't meet her yet!
7:21pmErik

WHAT!

i hate this show!
7:21pmMar

hahahahahah
7:22pmErik

laaaame
7:22pmMar

you have to catch up on trivia ^_^^_^
7:22pmErik

whats that
7:23pmMar

the fb trivia game for himym
7:23pmErik

link me
7:24pmMar

just go to my wall and it's one of the tabs
7:25pmErik

ok i have to sit up for this
7:25pmMar

hahaha

SUIT UP!
7:25pmErik

oh thats what i meant

hahah
7:27pmErik

how do i do this shit

hahah

its so complicated
7:29pmMar

hahahah

um. click on trivia and start answering?
7:29pmErik

how many freekin questions
7:29pmMar

like a million
7:30pmErik

waste of my life!

jk
7:31pmErik

FINALLY MISSED ONE

fuck
7:31pmMar

you suck

hahahahaha

it's okay

theres some from s4 that i missed =(=(
7:32pmErik

seriously, does this end?
7:33pmMar

nope. never ever
7:33pmErik

what is the point?!

hahah
7:33pmMar

dude i've answered close to a thousand questions right and i'm still in the 50% mark
7:34pmErik

WHAT THE EFF

how do you save it then
7:34pmMar

it saves automatically

=)=)
7:34pmErik

HAHA

i just remembered who victoria was

i missed the question about her nickname because i forgot who the fuck she was
7:37pmErik

I SUCK!

hahaha
7:38pmMar

oh victoria. the baker

damnit what was her naaaaame cupcake?
7:38pmErik

lando something
7:38pmMar

oh yeaaaahhh hahahhhahaha

stupid barney
7:38pmErik

hahaha

i missed so many already

where are my points

oh

480!?

hahaha what the fuck

you answered over 700 already!?
7:39pmMar

gettin there!
7:39pmErik

YOU FREEK!
7:39pmMar

whatever

you've answered 48 already

and you JUST started!
7:39pmErik

i answered 48 RIGHT

haha

i missed quite a few
7:39pmMar

hahahhahahah

awwww

you suck at this
7:40pmErik

YOU SUCK!
7:40pmMar

c'mon dude. COMMUNITY POINTS@

soooOOoOoO i just found out my friend has a house in VEGAS

and we can stay there for freeeeee
7:40pmErik

ME TOO

haha

what!
7:40pmMar

like 15mins from the strip

=)=)
7:40pmErik

when are we even going there
7:40pmMar

hahahahaha
7:41pmErik

crazy!
7:41pmMar

hellifiknow
7:41pmErik

i thought it was just a stopover!

haha

wanna go end of august???

hahaha
7:41pmMar

whaaaaa

dude. no seriously i have no money
7:41pmErik

then why are you talking about vegas!

HAHAH

you freek!
7:41pmMar

i'm jus saaayin

cuz its freeeee
7:41pmErik

haha
7:43pmErik

robin sparkels

sparkles

hahahahah

love ittttt
7:47pmMar

hahahahahahaha

let's go to the mall everybody!
7:48pmErik

hahahahha

ok i suck

i quite

qwuit

quit
7:48pmMar

you quitE?

hahahahahhaha
7:48pmErik

HAHAH

shut it

880 pionts

OAIHEfoaiwhf ah!
7:50pmMar

hahahahhaah
7:55pmErik

OK I MUST STOP

1250

hahaha
7:55pmMar

hahahah

i usually stop when I get to a status that I like the sound of

what's yo status
7:55pmErik

adept

i didnt know there's a sound
8:03pmErik

awwwwwww doggieeeeee

but FRANK?

so cliche

hahah

j

k

shoulda called him oscar meyer

haha ok worse
8:03pmMar

hahahahahah

OSCAR!
dang. that's a good one
8:03pmErik

change it
8:03pmMar

but he responds to frank already =(=(
8:04pmErik

he wont know
8:04pmMar

yeah he will
8:04pmErik

hahah im sure he just responds to your VOICE

hahahaha
8:04pmMar

and so will the vet =P=P
8:04pmErik

hahahah
8:05pmMar

dude he keeps jumping up on the bed

it's irritating the crap outta me

=P=P
8:05pmErik

CUTE!
8:06pmMar

i'm trying to do hw and he knows he's not allowed on the bed

=P=P earlier when I left my Pirates Booty on the stand next to the bed, he jumped on the bed and stole some out of the bag!

WTF? my dog is a fatass

just like mom hahahahahahah
8:08pmErik

HAHA

awesome

HW on a saturday night!?
8:08pmMar

yeah yeah yeah
8:08pmErik

and iiiiiimmmm getting ready to go out!?

what is this

bizarro world!?

haha
8:09pmMar

it's cuz i'm a slacker and didn't do anything in the beginning of the week
8:09pmErik

ahaha
8:09pmMar

hahahah. i did my share of drinking this week already =P=P I'm done until monday night
8:09pmErik

haha

not me

jk

i dont plan on drinking tonight

i mean.. not THAT much

i spent WAAAAY too much last weekend
8:10pmMar

hahahah

"not THAT much"
8:10pmErik

hahah

yeah like.. 2 drinks
8:10pmMar

i don't say that anymore because i end up drinking more when I do
8:10pmErik

maybe 3

no shots hahahah

nah cuz im not going out with friends tonight
8:10pmMar

"no shots"
8:10pmErik

so theres no reason to get crazy
8:10pmMar

?!?!?

familia?
8:10pmErik

no

its this other group of people

zzz

only two of my friends were invited

the rest are people i dont really like HAHAH
8:11pmMar

hahahhahahha

laaaaaame

even more of a reason to drink!
8:12pmErik

I WAS JUST GONNA SAY

i just realized

bah

but then i might start talking to them
8:12pmMar

make them fun!
8:12pmErik

HAHA so i shouldnt
8:12pmMar

i think derik should come out and play
8:12pmErik

nahhh

he's only reserved for my close friends
8:12pmMar

whoa snob
8:13pmErik

SO

they aint special enough

hahaha
8:13pmMar

hahahahahahah
8:13pmErik

haha

ok brb i have to shower so i can sorta be ready by the time my friend calls

i already know what im wearing, i think

haha
8:34pmErik

dang it is still bright outside
8:35pmMar

=P=P that's cuz you're on the coat

coasat

coast

holy crap your spelling is contagious!
8:35pmErik

HAHA

dont try to blame me!
8:37pmMar

well.... you started it
8:37pmErik

hahaa

what are you, 12

haha

i dont know what to eatttt

i dont wanna eat like a fatass because i'll probably do that later

if i eat light i'll be throwing up later hahah
8:39pmMar

yeaaaahhhhh!!! LOL! that's the erik that i know!
8:44pmErik

HAHAH

you never seen me throw up!

have you?
8:46pmMar

never

wow.

didn't realize that

dude.
8:46pmErik

hahah

and i've seen YOUUUUU
8:46pmMar

really?

when?
8:46pmErik

manny's weddding!
8:46pmMar

oh yeaaaahhhhhh

hahahhahahahahahaahah
8:46pmErik

HAHAH

great times
8:46pmMar

OMG duuuuude i saw Ron last weekend!

he's got a bebe
8:47pmErik

ron who
8:47pmMar

pareja
8:47pmErik

OH

yeah

where have YOU been

jk i only know from manny's facebook

i seen his profile pic there haha
8:47pmMar

he's like weeks old

=P=P
8:47pmErik

only?

haha
8:47pmMar

i think like 6?
8:47pmErik

ahh
8:48pmMar

it's weird cuz Cindy and the girls were there the same weekend

i know it's been like since FOREVER. but still
8:48pmErik

hahaha

awwwwkkkwwarrrddd
8:51pmMar

hahhahaha

oh well

water under the bridge

=P=P
8:51pmErik

hahaha
8:51pmMar

where you gonna be a fatty fat fatty at?
8:51pmErik

like 15 years ago

jk

i dont know
8:52pmMar

hahahhaah ... dude... it really was
8:52pmErik

damn you're old

HAHA

fuck
8:52pmMar

cuz your 10 year was 2 years ago
8:52pmErik

all i have are health foods

WHAT!
8:52pmMar

they started dating in their freshman year
8:52pmErik

my 10 year didnt exist

hahaha
8:52pmMar

hahhahahahahahahaha
8:52pmErik

efffffffff
8:53pmMar

dude. didn't we meet in 2000?
8:53pmErik

i dont even know when we met
8:53pmMar

holy crap we're old
8:53pmErik

hhahahah i cant even remember

did we go to d&b?
8:53pmMar

LOL i'll check the blog
8:53pmErik

ahhaha
8:54pmMar

not til like YEARS after
8:54pmErik

really!?

what did we do the first time we met then
8:54pmMar

boba?
8:54pmErik

REALLY?
8:54pmMar

hahahah yeah
8:54pmErik

where??

thats so random haha
8:54pmMar

green tea house
8:54pmErik

how could it not have been ALCOHOL related
8:54pmMar

cuz i wasn't 21 yet fooool
8:55pmErik

WHAT!

AHHAHAHA
8:55pmMar

OMG we're OOOOOOLLLLDDDDD
8:55pmErik

i cant imagine a time when you werent legal to drink

HAHAHAH

that sounds so ridiculous to me
8:55pmMar

doesn't it?!??!
8:55pmErik

haha

look it up in your blog!

i wanna know
8:56pmMar

dude. that's gonna freakin take FOREVER
8:56pmErik

you cant search?
8:56pmMar

i still have the picture of when we first hung out. it was on FILM hahahhahahahahahahha
8:56pmErik

WAIT
8:56pmMar

no cuz i use gay-o-shities
8:57pmErik

i think you gave me a copy of that
8:57pmMar

did i?

i know i was supposed to but i don't know if i ever did
8:57pmErik

i think?

hahaha

like RECENTLY you sent it to me

hahahaha
8:57pmMar

wha?

nooooooo
8:57pmErik

or gave it

NO?

huhhhh
8:57pmMar

cuz i don't know if i ever made doubles
8:57pmErik

oh

well i have a pic that you gave me.. that was like.. developed film

hahahah

and we looked like children
8:58pmMar

hahhahahaha
8:58pmErik

in your car
8:58pmMar

you still look like children
8:58pmErik

true
8:58pmMar

oh. then yeah. that's the one

hahahhah
8:58pmErik

hahaha

yeah you gave that to me relatively recently i think

hahaha
9:00pmMar

oh. =P=P i don't know

alzheimers
9:01pmErik

hahaha

or maybe i just found it recently

because i moved and stuff

haha

ok we're old

what year do you think it was
9:01pmMar

um. '01?

maybe?
9:03pmErik

im going thru my website hahaha
9:04pmMar

LOL I'm going through old photo albums
9:04pmErik

hahahaha
9:04pmMar

maybe it has a date stamp
9:04pmErik

i dont think i have photo albums back then
9:04pmMar

AUGUST OF 02!!!
9:06pmErik

YEAH???
9:06pmMar

that's what stamped on the back

but that was the print date =P=P
9:09pmMar

okay. so the first time we drank together was sometime in sept 02

LOL! that was the dominos/franzia night!

hahahhhahahahah
9:10pmErik

WE WENT TO DOMINOS!?

OH

dominos the game
9:10pmMar

sept 11th! cuz it was marks bday! Thaaaaats riiiiiight. it's all coming back to me now hahhahahaahah

no we played dominoes at your family party thing
9:12pmErik

IT WAS AT MY HOSUE!

oh

you already realized that
9:13pmMar

okay i lied. sept 13th
9:13pmErik

hahahah
9:13pmMar

but that was a drinking night

so boba had to be before that

but you flew down for that weekend of drinking

grrrrrr
9:14pmErik

i drove down
9:15pmMar

OMG. http://members.cox.net/moderob/images/mar.jpg
9:15pmErik

dammit!

HAHAH I REMEMBER THAT
9:16pmMar

es por mar

nerd
9:16pmErik

i have an entry that says "no. mar is not drunk."

thats the caption for a pic i posted

but the link is broken!

i cant find the picture
9:20pmMar

July 17th 2002

holy crap i can't believe i found the entry =P=P
9:21pmErik

huhhh
9:22pmMar

we went to green tea house in clairemont. then lolitas. but it was closed. so we went to the one down south

you IMed me to pick you up! hahahhahahahahahahaha
9:22pmErik

HAHAH I REMEMBER THAT DAY!

wait.. july?
9:23pmErik

FOUND IT!

HHHAAHHAHA

here's mine

"i went online after my evening nap (which was more like SLEEP) and m signed on. so first message.. PICK ME UP NOW! haha. funny shit. she came over and we went to get boba at some place in clairemont. everyone was there! jk. i only knew one other person but a lot of people were there. not used to that. interesting though. um yeah.. n was there. spiky hair still. i still think she's a lesbian. haha. that's mean, but she seems like it. oh well who cares."

"that's all we did cuz i guess her mom is kinda strict. she had to go home. "

HAHAH!!
9:24pmMar

nellie is totally lesbian
9:24pmErik

was that just an excuse because you just met me?

HAHAH YEAH SHE IS

see i had good instincts back then
9:25pmMar

no. dduuuuuude my mom was still strict when i was 24!
9:25pmErik

HAHA
9:25pmMar

Now she's just like... don't get another DUI
9:25pmErik

HAHA
9:26pmMar

mystery solved
9:26pmErik

yes
9:26pmMar

hahahahhaha... wow. that was a lot of homework time
9:26pmErik

i can relax now
9:26pmMar

=P=P
9:26pmErik

hahahaha

I KNOW
9:26pmMar

nerd
9:26pmErik

im supposed to be getting ready
9:28pmMar

okay. so on the mission to find the post i read that i was supposed to figure out when i saw you in the mcds drive thru

hahahahhaha
9:28pmErik

HAHHAHAH!
9:28pmMar

maybe next time
9:28pmErik

\yeah next time

that'd be kinda easier

because i was still in sd going to swc

hahaha
9:28pmMar

hahahhahah

gawd

okay. i have to focus on homework.
9:29pmErik

ok i must get ready
9:29pmMar

i have to work at 4am and i haven't taken a nap all day
9:31pmErik

craaaaaaaazy