Friday, July 13, 2001

i cant believe i havent written in this thing since september. thats when i was still trying to be all intellectual. sound like i knows my shit. and look at the day i decide to post.. or rather.. the night.

friday the 13th. the last friday the 13th was pretty damn good for me. sold a lot of phones and stuff. i really dont remember what else happened, i just remember that it was a good day. maybe it will be a trend for me. maybe not. all i can do is do what i can. we'll see what today brings. then afterwards tomorrow.

and maybe this blogspot should be the spot for beyond marfiles. i was thinking about it, but then i realized that there are way to many people on blogger. not that any of them would know me. nevermind. i digress.

so ive been talking to jen a lot lately. jen is erik's girlfriend. not erik as in rektmonkee-i-always-cap-on-or-message-on-my-journal-erik, but erik as in my ex-boyfriend from a long time ago erik. its pretty cool. im finally getting a chance to re-enter his life.. but not in a romantic way... in the way that ... i guess it was meant to be. as his friend. he's one of those people that ive connected with in the past that i can always turn to and he'll be there. not like most of my other "friends" are... but like how my cousins and brother are. he's actually there for me. and seems like jen is a really good girl. they make a good couple. sweet together. kinda scary sometimes... but what relationship isnt? they remind me very much of pooh bear and i when we were in our second year together.

damn i lost my point. i hvae a knack for doing that. always finding some tangent to babble on and on about. never finishing a subject. i guess its because im so used to people not listening. i dont understand that. am i THAT boring that people have to constantly change the subject? or is it THEM that lacks something? i dunno. but until then.. i will always assume that it is my problem. ass out of u and me. yeahyeahyeah.