Tuesday, October 22, 2002

Today seems like a good day
to burn a bridge or two
the one with my old wood creaking
that would burn away right on cue
I try to be not like that
'cuz some people really suck
some people need to get the axing
chalk it up to bad luck

I know a drugstore cowgirl
so afraid of getting bored
she's always running from something
so many things ignored
I might do that stuff if
it didn't make me feel like s---
I'm on some old reality tip
so many trips in it

Beautiful disaster
flyin' down the street again
I tried to keep up
you wore me out and left me ate up
now I wish you all the luck
you're a butterfly in the wind without a care
a pretty train crash to me and I can't care
I do I don't whatever


****311 fucking rocks

posted by ahoy there matey @ 3:23 PM

Monday, October 14, 2002

so with all this cheese floatin around... i just thought i would put it to an end... for now. think of this as my LYRICS page. the lyrics i feel at the moment. or are reminiscent of the past. but if you've been keepin up, then you'd know exactly who and why. err... or you can just ask.

i saw ronnie today. hung out with him at starshots. its been a while since we hung out. i miss it. hmmm.....

michael jackson's "Do you remember the times" is playin in my head. man o man o man. plaza bonita. the first time he ever paged me, i was standing right underneath that giant rainbow. that was back when being gay was still taboo. goes to show how much we've been thru. ackem.

meeeeemooooriiiiiies.

did i tell yah? i hung out w/ emil the other night? remember my posts about him... like waaaaaaaaaaay back in the day? it's been a while too. hard to believe it took us YEARS to finally really hang out. me and erik too.

whoa. oh the things that happen over time.

and what does fate have in store? im not sure.... but im anxiously waiting.....

posted by ahoy there matey @ 7:15 PM

you're the one
you're the one thats making me crazy
im in love but its only temporary
you're the one that keeps it coming
when I'm running out of loving
I can only do it once they'll call me lazy
take back this and that
shut your mouth my wallets fat
I'm selling out to make another million
**********************************************
Today I changed
Its to late
cause everyone stayed the same
i'm gone so long
break out cause I'm better off on my own
Today I changed
Its to late
cause every own feels the same
I'm different and you're distant
add it up and it makes no difference!
everybody's talking 'bout blowing up the neighborhood
everybody's gonna break it up today
everybody's talking 'bout blowing up the neighborhood
running just to get away
stuck in america
stuck in america
I'm lost in america
stuck in america
today i changed
new town with the same old face
one way to shake this place that I cant escape
everybody's talking 'bout blowing up the neighborhood
everybody's gonna watch it burn today
everybody's talking bout waking up the neighborhood
I'm still trying to escape
today, today
everybody's talking 'bout blowing up the neighborhood
everybody's gonna break it up today
everybody's talking 'bout blowing up the neighborhood
all i ever wanted was to get away
stuck in america
get away, get away, get away, get away
(all that shit that you put me through)
today, I changed.

i love sugarcult.

posted by ahoy there matey @ 12:18 AM

Saturday, October 05, 2002

i originally intended to post this a while back. but that was when blogger was down and my computer was TRIPPIN. so i know it's a little late. but hey... better late than never...

I've been waiting for a good day
I've been holding back long enough
I've been hurting to tell you some things
It's not the falling of the temperature
that's making all our bones run cool
It's the breeze you make
The presence felt when you're around me

And it feels like I'm at an all-time low
Slightly bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
Another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
Another tragic case and I'm still...

waiting for a good day
I think I've held this long enough
I think it's safe to tell you some things
It's not just what you say to people
and it's not the way you look at me
It's the way you present yourself
for all your worst critics to see

And it feels like I'm at an all-time low
Slightly bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
Another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
Another tragic case, then you were gone..

You were gone...
all this time you just didn't know it yet
You were gone...
all this time you just didn't know it yet
You were gone

And it feels like (it feels like) I'm at an all-time low
Slightly bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
Another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
Another tragic case...
Another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken..
Another tragic case and I've been
still waiting for a good day...
still waiting for a good day

and i HAVE had MANY good days... in case you were wondering. but i wish i could just put some closure on another door so that i can open another wider.

posted by ahoy there matey @ 8:45 PM