Monday, February 27, 2006

went out with brian last night. just for pool and beer. i had a headache. so i cut the night off pretty early.

i feel bad about it. but then again... it was pretty awkward.... without being really awkward.

does that make sense? think in terms of erik-n-jenn. and you'll get it.

or maybe not. but we would get it.

anyhoo... i'm starting to miss him. and i know i really don't. but i probably do.

i just like being single, is all.

posted by ahoy there matey @ 10:52 AM

Monday, February 20, 2006

lemme tell you about NemoClone:::

same job. same speak. same smile. same flight plan re: school. same dress style. same voice. same laugh. same taste in music. same convo flow. and they even SMELL the same. holy crappers it's FREAKIN ME OUT.

From what i've told you about mindtwin, NemoClone would be what nemo WILL be in 5 years (and 3 inches of height. haha). SCARY.

I don't wanna go there, but it's intriguing. you know what the back of my head is saying?
"Stop it, Stupid. curiosity killed the mar. you don't wanna go and do that. because really, are you into it? you know the honest truth. STOP IT. idiot. you know better. and you know i'm right. just watch. 'sides the whole nemo thing, he's got MaxBouncer elements too. and we all know how well THAT worked out. uh hur. Don't say I never told you so. cuz i am now. and you better listen. even tho i know you wont."

whatever. i'm intrigued. let it bite me in the ass. in fact, I WELCOME IT.

i'm lying.

dude. mar has praahhhblems.

posted by ahoy there matey @ 10:45 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006

i need to stop lookin thru the pages of people i've casually dated. cuz other girls leave comments. or they talk about other girls.

and it pisses me off cuz i didnt get to leave my mark. or i didn't leave ENOUGH of a mark.

i need them to be devastated.

geez. i'm a fathead.

posted by ahoy there matey @ 9:45 AM

Saturday, February 04, 2006

my mother gave me strength by setting a good example. i've watched her suffer through so much in her life, as well as our lives. she's been the one person in my life that i know can bounce back from just about any hardship.

her resilience is what gives me strength. despite all the shit and all the mistakes i've made, she's always made it a point to let me know that she will be by my side throughout the whole ordeal.

i love my mom because of everything that she is to me. a friend, a sister, and my support system. without her, i am like everyone else.

posted by ahoy there matey @ 8:07 PM