extended VROOM

i'm falling into memories of you
the things we used to
follow me there
a beautiful somewhere
a place where we can share...

sometimes i forget how far a beautiful smile can get. and then i see one that takes my breath away. and i realize that it's not all doom and gloom.

...another sunny day in Californ-I-A

posted by ahoy there matey @ 9:26 PM

Just think of this and me
as just a few of many things
to lie around
to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

I dare you to forget
those marks you left
across my neck
from those nights when we were both
found at our best
I could make this obvious,
and you, you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders...

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun

Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

Just forget me
it's that simple
Just forget me
it's that simple

TBS.your.own.disaster.


Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay

yellowcard.empty.apartment.

posted by ahoy there matey @ 2:19 PM

maybe all i needed was a couple of hours on the internet. maybe.

it amazes me how some people have so little to do and still stress themselves out. it's not like they have anything to stress over. dont stress about the sand and the beer until all your balls are in and your pebbles have settled nicely. (you'd have to hear the story. i'll cut n paste it for you one day)

i should really go and find my sweater. it's cold in the lab. and i've been sitting here for the past 4 hours. that's scary.

i like getting odd stares when i wear letters. it amuses me.

posted by ahoy there matey @ 4:07 PM

i wanna go see a play. or attend a symphony. i would love to go to a musical.

i miss going to cultural activities. i feel like i'm lacking in that department right now.

but you know... it's REALLY not obvious from my posts. (ahem. that was sarcastic, by the way)

BAH! i need to read a book.

BAD.

posted by ahoy there matey @ 11:43 PM

friday night at aubergine. the best of friends have always been those that arent around much, but when it comes down to it, they are the source of inspiration and unfadable memories.

marlon's back in town. for a while anyway. so we rolled out to aubergine. bri says that i drank more that night than i did on my birthday. all i remember is a few lessons.

1) mar is not allowed to EVER be DD because she is a beligerent drunk and a raving alcoholic.

2) DO NOT trust mar to go on the dance floor by herself because she really has no clue what she's doing.

3) even under extreme inebriation, mar is still the loyalest puppy in the world. i can distinctly (well not really) remember a few of the opposite sex buggin for the digits.

4) those shots were yummy. and many were classics. i must find the time and patience to read through a book of shots

5) my triplet and my dikkless bro love me.

6) whenever an event is planned for my group of friends, always make sure that bri's friends are around to keep him busy. the busy social butterfly leaves a very lonely flower. i'm glad the northsyyyydahs were around to keep my bribri occupied.

7) open toed shoes are a no no at aubergine. my toes were so gunky at the end of the night.

8) mar is not allowed to have her ATM card on her when she is out and drinking. i checked my account the morning after. and found myself $100 poorer in the account and my pockets missing $50. and as i recalled events. found that it was all spent on alcohol. (with the exception of the $3 bottle of water). i only remember buying 2 rounds for 5 people. then having drinks with my triplet. and my bro. and me n bri. then one for myself. a crown and coke for ant. (i don't know why i bought a drink for ant. but i did. hm. i should check into that)

9) i dont know. just don't go out anymore. drunk.

posted by ahoy there matey @ 12:36 PM