Sunday, December 14, 2003

sometimes you need to take a step in the wrong direction to find your way.

sometimes you just shouldn't know the truth.

sometimes it's best if you don't know your limits.

sometimes the best things in your life were once the worst things that ever came along.

sometimes maybe you do need that extra time... even when it's the wrong time.

and sometimes... you just gotta suck it up and admit that you were wrong.

para mi, quiero un "B" en el clase de espanol, pero es imposible.

graduating in the fall shouldn't be that bad...

Saturday, December 06, 2003

running low on:
self esteem
hope
funds
tolerance
energy
sleep
happiness
determination
brain cells
clean clothes
gas
tire tread
family time
boyfriend time
sister time
study time

.... and everything that i need to survive.

sometimes i wish i could just stop being me and just LET IT ALL GO.

then i realize that i can't.

because this is what i've made of myself.

so now i must deal with the consequences of my actions.

regardless of the lessons that i already have learned.

regretting something doesn't make it go away.

it just makes something that you didn't think about so much hurt more.

and it makes you appreciate the things that you always took for granted.

aw hell. do you know how much i would kill for an afternoon nap?

or all of those credit points wasted because of my foolishness.

materialism got me nowhere but in debt and bad credit.

puppy love got me nothing but a coupla hash marks on the slut scale.

and being friendly just got me fired. or low in commission.

but go figure.

Tuesday, December 02, 2003

BIG WILLY IS BACK!!! shhhhh!!! don't tell a soul!!! http://randominity.com hooray for will! three cheers chaps!!!

oooooh weeeee!!!! we got some gooooood readin comin!