Tuesday, March 18, 2008



there's 3 in my life.

one is the frontman. he's the one that takes the day to day crap. the one i have to constantly deal with. the one that shares my life with me. this one is pretty obvious, right? ofcourse.

second we have the soulmate. the one that understands me like no one else does. can predict my every move. shares my highs. shares my lows. can be called upon for ANYTHING. he will forever be in my life to cause problems and happiness. he's my rock. but not enough to be my everything. but enough to sustain me. we're drawn to each other. we can feel each other's every heartbeat. he is my lifesource.


third, we have my joy. sporadic, but consistent. time is not an issue, because regardless of how many years or days or minutes it has been, we pick up exactly where we leave off. my joy brings me the kind of freedom and randomness and lightheartedness that i cannot survive without. we have our completely separate lives, but that doesn't matter. it just adds to the fun. with my joy, words don't need to exist to be able to create fun. there are many silences, but none which are awkward.

these three. geez. it's so complicated but it all feels just so right.

yeeeeesh