extended VROOM

Daniel seems like a really nice guy. Few and far between, right? Although I'm still working through these Nick issues, slowly but surely they're all getting squared away and tucked into the right corners. =) It's a process when you don't have that wreckless phase to make it all go away and bury it deep in your psyche. This process is probably healthier too. It just takes sooooo freaaaakin LONG. -_-

2 nights ago I replaced the framed one with the one of Erik and I on the 805 Bridge. We're so stupid together we shouldn't be friends. But we did come to the conclusion that we were never supposed to be friends in the first place. Fate somehow makes sure that we hardly ever see each other. For example.... we didn't actually hang out until he moved out of the city. We would see each other in passing... which was really weird but felt very natural to us. Then as time passed by, we would miss each other and be in different cities when one was in SD. Crazy. And it still continues. We make plans and they always somehow fall through. So hopefully, this moving together in a few years works out. Cross your fingers that fate doesn't get us again! Cuz I really really really want to move!

Yesterday I replaced the driving range photo w/ the one of Brian and our tree. The only one left standing is the tequila shot on wall night that's in the Pooh snowglobe. That one might take a while. That was the night of the Scrubs season 8 premiere. =) That was a great night ^_^

I know the only real way I'm gonna be completely over it is if I get my closure from him or if I start a new relationship. I would rather have closure from him. But he's being stubborn. =( Brat.

posted by ahoy there matey @ 9:37 AM

SURVEY TIME!!!!! LOL... I didn't wanna post a bulletin. Jon just said he wants to take a road trip to Anaheim. um. no. jerk.

Can you honestly say that you don't have any feelings for the last person that texted you?
*it was Cindy. so that's a No

How many times have you gotten into a argument with the last person you kissed?
*an actual argument? NEVER. And that's why it hurts.

Yesterday night, what did you do?
*Went to the Giants vs Dbacks game and got dirty looks. Hung out with Kevkev, Kels and Cindy the birfday girl. Good times <3

Have you ever cheated on a test?
*oh yeah. that's how jeR and I got through HS math!

Have you ever had a panic attack?
*not a full blown one. Freak outs happen pretty often tho.

Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
*Probably at work. I don't know. He doesn't acknowledge my existence anymore.

Are you currently in a relationship?
*n.o.p.e

Have you ever met anyone famous?
*not hugely. But yes. (i think the most famoustest was Mark deLonge)

What is your favorite color?
*pink

What color are your eyes?
*brownish

If you were kicked out of your current residence whom would you call?
*Miguel

Do you think relationships are hard?
*not with the right person

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
*that's a big hell yes ^_^

Has someone ever broken your heart?
*let's not talk about it. still broken.

Are you Irish in any way?
*my liver seems to think so

Are you a type of person who cares what people say about you?
*to a certain degree. I think it matters more to me WHO hears it than what is said. People that know me would know me well enough.

Has anyone lied to you today?
*I'm sure many people have (worked on regi which means everyone I asked how they were doing probably weren't doing "good" like they said)

Do you send chain messages?
*no. what a waste of time

Would you ever call your #1 baby?
*hell yes! baby. lover. love of my life. (LOL it's weezer)

If you get a chance to move somewhere where would you move?
*I'm thinking of moving to Colorado Springs

When's the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
*I wanted to punch my boss in the face today.

Honestly, if you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?
*yeap. I'm not sure how I would change it. But I would def change something.

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
*not for a while. I'm gonna be a pruuuuuuuude!

Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
*secrets aren't worth friendships. I'm proud of who I am. mistakes and secrets are a part of that.

Where were you at midnight last night?
*getting home =)

How many 20 dollar bills do you have on you right now?
*mar doesn't carry cash

Do you think everyone deserves a 2nd chance?
*most times. depends on the situation

The person next to you, who is it?
*no one. home alone =(

Would you consider yourself lucky if you found 100$ on the floor?
*On my floor? hell yeah! But if I found it on the floor at work, then NO. Cuz then I'd have to fire someone =(

When is the next time you'll see the second person on your top?
*Maybe this weekend? maybe. Still haven't decided if I'm headed to Cali or not

Do you think money buys happiness?
*nope. but it sure buys a hell of a lot of therapy!

Do you understand football?
*sometimes

How was your day?
*pretty great, actually

What is your favorite cartoon character?
*pooh bear <3

Do you have a pet?
*LOL do people count?

At the moment do you terribly miss someone?
*i miss a lot of someones right now =( terribly? I would have to say 2

Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
*I will be living with Cindy next year <3

Have you stayed the night at any of your top friend's house?
*many many times ^_^

Do you have good vision?
*blind as an old bat with horrible radar

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
*I wanna say no. But it's possible

What kind of phone do you have?
*LG Shine (red. yay)

Do you snore, walk, or talk in your sleep?
*mar snores loud. and drools. and talks. I'm as active asleep as I am awake!

favorite quote?
*"it's because he's fat"

anything currently hurting you?
*just my heart

what year in school was your worst year?
*7th grade when I didn't have classes with any of my friends =( They stuck me with all the chollas

do u consider yourself pretty?
*i would go with "cute"

lost someone close to you?
*not by death

what do you miss about being little?
*being skinny

how many times a day do you brush your teeth?
*depends on what I've eaten. Most days 2 or 3.

what did you do today?
*worked. napped. watched HIMYM

what annoys you the most?
*weak people

who's on your top?
*2 favorite bands. best friend/ex boyfriend. cracky in crime. david. little brother. oso peligroso. cindy-lou. lil sis. big sis.

how many siblings do you have?
*3 brothers (really? this is a question?)

are you in trouble right now?
*not that I know of

favorite song?
*More than words ... all versions except frankie J's

OMG THIS SURVEY WAS LONG.

posted by ahoy there matey @ 8:02 PM